“Do not let mercy and kindness and truth leave you [instead let these qualities define you]; Bind them [securely] around your neck, Write them on the tablet of your heart. So find favor and high esteem In the sight of God and man.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3:3-4‬ ‭AMP‬‬

I’m defined by many things. I am a writer, a leader, a wife, a daughter, a mom, a sister, a friend, an interpreter, a counselor/life coach, a hard core introvert, and most recently a cross fitter. Those things are who I am and what I do. They are what people SEE externally – but I’m so much more than that. 

I’ve been both accused of and criticized for wearing my heart on my sleeve, and my accusers are probably right. Maybe that’s why rejection hurts so much – my heart, out there for others to see, is an easy target. 

What I want others to see when they look at me is someone who is kind, merciful, and truthful – all characteristics which require some vulnerability. The image of wearing kindness, mercy, and truth like a necklace – written on my heart that I wear on my sleeve – is beautiful and gives me much peace today. 

For the first time ever in my life I SEE that wearing my heart on my sleeve isn’t all bad. It CAN be a strength and it CAN lead to good. Yes, I still have to guard my heart – but kindness, mercy, and truth can come from me to others regardless of who they are or how they treat me. It is always in my power to treat others with kindness, to show mercy, and walk in truth:

“Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due [its rightful recipients], When it is in your power to do it.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭3:27‬ ‭AMP‬‬

For the first time, ever, I’m not ashamed to have my heart on display. I can feel my heart lighten a little. For so long I’ve hated who I am. But G-d is redefining me. He’s healing me through His Word. He’s restoring me through His presence. And He’s healing my once battered and wounded heart with His truth and His love. I can feel the shame wash away today. More of Him. Less of me. Always. 

Father – thank You for how You love me. Thank You for Your Word that heals me. Thank You for Your Spirit that restores me. Thank You for how You made me. Help me to stand for You – to be kind, to show mercy, and to walk in truth. You are good and You keep doing good. Your leadership in my life is perfect and You can be trusted. Amen. 

Daily Reading: Proverbs 1-3

June 3, 2022