“I thank my God in every remembrance of you, always offering every prayer of mine with joy [and with specific requests] for all of you,”

Philippians 1:3-4 AMP

Sometimes when I read the Bible I feel like a verse reaches out and slaps me. Today was a day like that – as soon as I read this verse I heard the Lord whisper to my heart, “But do you? Do you thank Me every time you remember them?”

I stopped and reread the verse and knew immediately that the answer was no. No, I don’t always thank Him every time someone comes to mind. Sometimes, when certain people come to mind, all I remember is pain. Other times, I remember sorrow and regret. And other times I remember joy. But sadly, admittedly, I tend to only thank Him when I remember times of joy associated with whoever comes to mind – not times of pain or sorrow that is tied to others. 

With loving conviction I felt His nudge – I felt Him impressing on my heart to give thanks in ALL circumstances and for ALL people, regardless of the memories associated with someone in particular. I have to wonder how relationships would change if I did that. If I intentionally turned my pain, sorrow, and regrets into thanksgiving, I imagine I would change me even if it didn’t heal or restore the relationship, and that’s what matters to Him – my heart more like Him. 

I eucharistéō. I actively give thanks. I intentionally give thanks to Him regardless of circumstances through Yeshua and by Yeshua’s help. More of Him. Less of me. Always. 

Father – thank You for Your Word. Thank You for how You convict and draw me closer to You. You are good and You keep doing good. Your leadership in my life is perfect and You can be trusted. Amen.  

Daily Reading: Philippians 1-4

December 17, 2022